About Me Day 3

Day 3

First let me take a moment to Welcome kuntrygurl as my first subscriber! I am glad to have you on-board.

OK, now for the events of the day:

I slept until 8:30 this morning, was up for an hour checking email and such, laid back down around 9:30 and slept until 1:30 this afternoon. (By the way I am on EST)

When I got up I was in shock when I looked at the clock! I have not slept like this in years. It’s amazing to wake up and actually feel like you have slept. It also leave me a little un-nerved because I am a Structure kind of girl and this is breaking up my normal routines!

I went and looked at a Dodge Ram Conversion Van today, it’s beautiful and in about 4 weeks it will be mine! Not brand new mind you but new to me and I love it. It’s in great shape and I will finally have something big enough to haul my kids around in so I am happy non the less.

In the process of prospecting this van I met a Great Older Couple that where just the friendliest people I think I have ever met. We ended up spending an hour and a half at their kitchen table looking at pictures of their horses, ducks and grand kids (Yes they live on and operate a horse boarding ranch.) Just last week I would not have been able to do this, I would have been ready to leave within 10 minutes because people make me nervous.

My children came home from their dad this evening. They are, to say the least, less than thrilled with the changes that mom is going through. They are so used to me missing half of what is going on or giving in to them because that is easier than trying to deal with 4 kids with 4 distinct disorder,personalities, and levels of manipulation. Now mom’s head is not in a constant fog and I have heard things; i.e: stuff said under their breath, certain condentations in their voices that are meant to get their way, that I wasn’t hearing before.

But, with that being said, We had a much more pleasent evening with much less Drama and Chaos. I am pleased as punch They are now tucked in to bed, quiet as little church mouses and I am finding myself supprised that I am able to sit here, typing away and acctualy reflecting on my day. This is nice!

I am gonna go for now, I am increasing my meds from 100mgs to 200 mgs tonight so We will see what happens tomorrow.

Thanks for reading my blog!

Christie

~ by mymadness on January 29, 2007.